Keep Spinning

Here’s a story about a girl whom you'll spend time with. Knowing her, asking her almost anything about life and her own ideas and what ticks her mind. You exchange thoughts, mysteries and each of the things that drives you to live. From that point to here, you may call it friendship. But almost suddenly, you're getting to like this unique individual. She’s becoming special. It’s typical and not weird for a guy to like someone unless she's unlikable. She lives up to your expectations: kinda concern about you or make you think she do. She’ll spend time with you as well, perhaps because she's bored or not have someone sensible to talk to.

Time flies, and then, as you want to push on and trying to reach out to her, you become someone irrelevant. See, here were you supposed to look back and find out what went wrong. But instead, you gave up on her. Because she's might be a typical candidate girl that would just waste your patience and time. Perhaps one would argue that she's not that into you. Okay, given that premise is true, is that a good reason for you to become suddenly irrelevant and make you feel unappreciated?

Nakaka walang gana lang. Kasi you've given time e. And no one could ever give you back those times that had passed. Kaya nga sabi ng Fox kay Little Prince patungkol sa Rose:

"It is the time that you have wasted for your rose that makes your rose so important."

Or if we rephrase it to a more distinct way:

"It is the time that you have given/poured/shared that makes your rose so important."

This means, if you have shared your time to someone or something, this makes it automatically an important thing. You won't be spending so much time and effort on something that doesn't mean to you, right?

Nakakawalang gana lang talaga. Oh well. Been there, done that. Risks are risks. If you invested your life to a person, there's no guarantee that it would sprung something good out of them. Sometimes or mostly, it doesn't. That's why most people begun to trust a little and give a little. They don't want to be hurt in the process of investing in people. So, you, who invested to good friends and particular someone, keep them. They are all worth the time and space and effort and praises you've invested.

Well, on to the next few good people you'll meet soon. I'm almost certain that a girl will repeat this process on you and start back again to where you left off; pay on the counter, get your ticket, choose a vacant seat and choose from either a Carousel or a Ferry's Wheel. Choosing both will get you wasted.