dalawang linggong walang maisulat na paksa.. and ended up ranting about singlehood..

it has been a very busy week for us. busy on cleaning up and rearranging things the way it used to be. sometimes when i get all the things done for the day, i go to powerbooks and read something. and oh! it kinda remind me that i've been single for the past 3 years now... single and... hell yeah! its great to be single once in awhile... err.. sometimes... heheheh! have anyone of you ever experienced a single moment when your walking alone in some places like on malls, diners, movie houses, parks and even on unexpected places like parking lots, comfort rooms and at your very own home when all of the people around are sweet, the background sounds are conducive for romantic couples. i am standing at that kind of crowd at the center and everyone just looks perfect with someone in their sides, holding each other as if the night's gonna last forever. i've seen couples, bi sexual, gays and lesbians. it doesnt matter. for as long they've got company, smiles lifting their hearts out in full blossom. sometimes i do get the feeling of being stared at but they really not. these imaginations of a 22 year old single guy makes me sigh sometimes... it sucks but it's ok... sometimes i've reached the point of accepting the fact that i'm gonna be a hermit! (thanks for the inspiration ms. Tiepee.. hahah!) but there are times that i long for someone... isn't nice to know that someone out there really cares about you and you care about that person too? haaayy... (ccigaux sings.. come singin' in the rain..) but thanks to everyone else that taught me some real concepts and ideologies about love...
weytaminit!!!! i'm not ready to commit yet... i'll make sure that this second time around when i find that so called real love.. it will be my first and i'll make it last for the rest of my life...

three years had past and those 3 years carved finely my personality towards love, life, friendship, relationships, family and everything in between... i think i can survive this stage called singlehood.... trust me, ccigaux you will!



random question of the week:

how much would you give up in the name of Love?