May 30, 2005

Inbox and Outbox

since the boom of cell phones, i admit. i was hooked on saving quotes sent by my friends or sometimes i forward these quotes from their cell phones for me to send it to another. mostly are merely Love quotes or quotes that are meant to stab a person's heart. others are "kulit" graphics, but never the naughty one's. wala pang phonethics noon ay sinasaloob ko na ang mga bawal at hindi dapat. these experiences are from my post senior year on high school already. here's a thought to all of us... who among you are into "message savings" now a days? yung tipong mga messages na walang kuwenta sa iba pero sayo meron? yung tipong mag sasampung taon na sa inbox or outbox mo yung message/s kasi galing "mostly" sa crush mo, sa close friends mo, boyfriend/s or girlfriend/s mo, ex mo, parents mo, kapatid mong sweet, kuya or ate mong sweet din, "special" someone mo, or worst... ng kaaway mo para may ebidensya sa court.(pero alam ko magulo pa ang ruling ng RTC pag dating sa mga text messages as evidences e.)

honestly, i am one of these people who saves messages longer than a year now. i mostly save those kind of messages or replies that somehow strucked my heart out and felt cared for. messages that moved e. messages that came from a certain person and made me smile. messages that made me felt important. messages that still makes me smile everytime i read them before sleeping and after i woke up. mga mensahe na hindi naman arawa araw kong naririnig sa mga kaibigan ko. and messages that takes me to the memory lane and remembered that person well.

why i save these? because these are somehow my other little rays of sunshine, my someway everyday reminders that of hope, love and care are still existing in this forsaken world and mostly, for showing value to my friends. sa ganitong paraan ko din napapakita kung gaano ka-importante ang mga kaibigan para sakin. indeed. this reveals that im a very sentimental person. or for some, a sensitive person(towards myself and to others). ok lang... its better to be sensitive that not.

certainly these are only words or two-sentenced messages. ang importante para sakin ay yung minsan sa buhay nila, sinabi nila yun sa'akin at nanggaling mismo sa kanila. and its actually better than quotes!

i know that every mobile phone we have are an extention of our personal thoughts and lives. the appearance of a mobile phone may describe our financial status but not our whole personality. is this therefore we can say that the inbox or outbox can describe the true emotions or personality of each individual? puwede, pero hindi siguro lahat-lahat ng personalidad ng tao. sabi nga ni calculus- "there's always exemption to the rule."

sa maniwala kayo o sa hindi:

*meron akong message/s na tatlong taon na sa inbox ko.

*may kilala akong nag se-save ng messages ng "special someone" niya na umaabot sa 30! inbox 1 pa lang yan.

*may kilala din akong blogger na walang laman ang inbox niya. calculus, wala din bang messages sa outbox mo?

*meron akong mobile number ng isang kakilala na hindi na existing yung number niya pero naka-save pa rin sa phonebook ko. (buburahin ko na nga mamaya...)

Random Question of the Day:
Kayo? what kind of messages you save? and why?


Taos pusong pasasalamat sa mga bumati sakin. it really made my whole month of May super great!!!! it meant alot promise.. =) and it made my birthday simple and very meaningful!

ms.cali, ms.russ, ms. chels, ms.wenk, ms.tiepee, ms.shai, ms.marilyn, ms. shayne, ms.franz, ms.yayam, ms.claudine(thanks din sa sweet testimonial!), ms.chay, ms.cheenee, ms.roanne, ms. aecee, ms. kessa, ms.sarah, ms. aCey, ms.freyti and brother jepi!

to all new visitors, i'll be visiting your blogs too ok? =)

mr.em: bro please contact me as soon as possible ok? para makagawa ka na ng blog mo!

Last Song Syndrome: "Blue Jeans" by The APO Hiking Society

May 24, 2005

On Deprivation of Sleep...

dumating na ba sa buhay mong hindi ka makatulog sa gabi kaka isip ng kung ano ano? well, im always a victim of this. i tend to think about my own problems, problems of each and every one of us in the family, problems of my relatives, of my friends and of our country. sometimes i ask questions... the "why's" and the "how's". minsa'y nahuhuli ko na lang yung sarili ko na tulala, nakatingin sa malayo o minsan nama'y nakahiga ngunit nakatingin ng matagal sa kisame. yes, the problem is... i worry too much. from the safety of every friend i have where ever they may be until from my past experiences. i do think also of my accomplishments everyday. something like.. may natapos ba ako at the end of the day or nakatulong kaya ako. weather sad, happy or out of boredom, reminiscing might be my forte after 60 years! i do care for myself and i do care for alot of people. can worrying be a substitute for caring? can we conclude that worrying is some how a weakness?

but there are some moments that i really cant sleep even if i dont have anything to think or worry of. the bad part was it started out since high school. oh yah! i remembered telebabad was my habit back then... kaya pala! now i know why pldt back then persuing the "metered telephoning". presently, we have no phone. how come im still experiencing this kind of torture?

"..Agahan ko sa HaponTanghalian sa GabiHapunan sa madaling araw.."-from the song "Insomnia" by Eraserheads

siyempre, my night would never be complete without thinking of my (i'll borrow this word from some of the kids who oftenly misinterprets this as "love" ) "crush" or this girl i like. yeeeeekeeee!!! haaaayyy.... nagmumukha nga akong baliw minsan. out of the blue ngingit na lang ako sabay yakap sa unan at biglang hihinga ng malalim. and then the song "Accidentally In- LOve by counting crows will play all over to your mind.. haaaayyy... suddenly out of no where, you become poof!! SHRIEK?! hahahahhah!! erase! erase! erase!dont tell me ako lang ang gumagawa nun ha? pareng jepi and pareng calculus! umamin na kayo! hahahahaha!!


Random Question Of The Week:
kayo? what/who are the things/persons you think before being drawn to sleep?

Taos Pusong pasasalamat sa mga sumusunod:

Calculus, Jeffcrazy,Ralph,ms.patty,ms.tiepee,ms.Sweet,ms.Acey,ms.Ashley,ms.AshleyDeez, ms.Bianca (for the greet in breakfast kanina!) at sa mga babati pa mamaya! wala man akong handa ngayon, ang mga bati niyo ang magsisilbing napakasarap na pagkain ko sa buong araw ko ngayon!

salamat din pala sa kaibigan kong tumolong sakin na maayos ang aking blog. kilala mo na kung sino ka! =)



Last Song Syndrome: "Helena" by my chemical romance

May 11, 2005

Presyong Zambales, Tanawing Boracay

warning: daming pictures! musical scoring by incubus
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"..i dig my toes into the sand.."
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"...The ocean looks like A thousand diamonds strewn Across a blue blanket.."
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"...I lean against the wind Pretend I am weightless.."
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"..And in this moment I am happy happy.."
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"..I wish you were here.."
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"..I wish you were here.."
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"...I wish you were here.."
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"..I wish you were here.."
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"..I lay my head onto the sand The sky resembles A backlit canopy With holes punched in it.."
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"..I'm counting UFOs I signal them with my lighter And in this moment I am happy happy.."
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"..i wish you were here.."
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"..i wish you were here.."
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"..i wish you were here.."
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"..i wish you were here.."
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some conceptual pictures and happenings..
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"..hanapin ang pasaway.."
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"sweet!"
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"move over Cindy Kurleto and Diana Zubiri!"