On Deprivation of Sleep...

dumating na ba sa buhay mong hindi ka makatulog sa gabi kaka isip ng kung ano ano? well, im always a victim of this. i tend to think about my own problems, problems of each and every one of us in the family, problems of my relatives, of my friends and of our country. sometimes i ask questions... the "why's" and the "how's". minsa'y nahuhuli ko na lang yung sarili ko na tulala, nakatingin sa malayo o minsan nama'y nakahiga ngunit nakatingin ng matagal sa kisame. yes, the problem is... i worry too much. from the safety of every friend i have where ever they may be until from my past experiences. i do think also of my accomplishments everyday. something like.. may natapos ba ako at the end of the day or nakatulong kaya ako. weather sad, happy or out of boredom, reminiscing might be my forte after 60 years! i do care for myself and i do care for alot of people. can worrying be a substitute for caring? can we conclude that worrying is some how a weakness?

but there are some moments that i really cant sleep even if i dont have anything to think or worry of. the bad part was it started out since high school. oh yah! i remembered telebabad was my habit back then... kaya pala! now i know why pldt back then persuing the "metered telephoning". presently, we have no phone. how come im still experiencing this kind of torture?

"..Agahan ko sa HaponTanghalian sa GabiHapunan sa madaling araw.."-from the song "Insomnia" by Eraserheads

siyempre, my night would never be complete without thinking of my (i'll borrow this word from some of the kids who oftenly misinterprets this as "love" ) "crush" or this girl i like. yeeeeekeeee!!! haaaayyy.... nagmumukha nga akong baliw minsan. out of the blue ngingit na lang ako sabay yakap sa unan at biglang hihinga ng malalim. and then the song "Accidentally In- LOve by counting crows will play all over to your mind.. haaaayyy... suddenly out of no where, you become poof!! SHRIEK?! hahahahhah!! erase! erase! erase!dont tell me ako lang ang gumagawa nun ha? pareng jepi and pareng calculus! umamin na kayo! hahahahaha!!


Random Question Of The Week:
kayo? what/who are the things/persons you think before being drawn to sleep?

Taos Pusong pasasalamat sa mga sumusunod:

Calculus, Jeffcrazy,Ralph,ms.patty,ms.tiepee,ms.Sweet,ms.Acey,ms.Ashley,ms.AshleyDeez, ms.Bianca (for the greet in breakfast kanina!) at sa mga babati pa mamaya! wala man akong handa ngayon, ang mga bati niyo ang magsisilbing napakasarap na pagkain ko sa buong araw ko ngayon!

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Last Song Syndrome: "Helena" by my chemical romance