Friendship Versus. Your True Feelings

Music for the moment: "The Distance" by Evan and Jaron

"I can't take the distance
I can't take the miles
I can't take the time till I next see you smile"


I've done alot of mistakes in my life.
But telling her what I felt, was something i know I have done the right thing.
However, it was such a risk.

Sometimes, doing the right thing always requires us to sacrifice something so dear to us.
It may be in expense of choosing what's right and what's easy.
Or perhaps the two most important things to you was on the line just for that what we called

"right thing to do".

Neither way, if you choose one, between friendship and your true feelings, regret always has its
own way to come at you.

It's somewhat an achievement that I told the truth, finally after keeping it for so long.

But...

In these past few weeks, it seems I've lost something. Something that we have spent the most out of ourtime to build- OUR Friendship.

Nagsisisi ba ako? Oo. Perhaps, If I did not tell her, it would be another story. YET I will
also regret the part that I have not took the chance of telling her how much she means to me.

Both ways talaga, kahit saan ako pumunta, talo ako.

I gambled, yes, and I did not weighed down which of the two important things which was on the
line. I failed to measure the value of each. Was it my feelings or the friendship?

Things were already been said and done.

There's no way to alter the past.

But I will rebuild what has been destroyed.

Reshovel what has been left from my powdered/pulverized heart.

To begin another step and restart.

That's life, bear with it.

Right now, the most important thing was to love her in any possible way I could.

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Which Chigo will you choose and why?

A. The Chigo who confessed but have lost the friendship?
B. The Chigo who'll keep the friendship and forget the feelings that's so strong that it can tear you apart?