The Refreshee and The Centered

Just last week, a different road I took ahead. I enrolled in MERGE, short for Multi-Educational Review Group Experts. This is to prepare myself for the Nursing Local Exam coming in December 2007.

So far so good. But I can now feel the intensity, the seriousnes and the critical hype of going back again to refresh my mind for Nursing subjects. No one ever said it's going to be easy, anyway. However, I have this urge to defeat the old me. The old Ccigaux. The me who adored and mastered the art of procrastinating. The old me that lacks self esteem and liked to stay in the comfort zones of my four poster bed for eternity.

I have a chance of a bright future right now. Just focus. Focus. Focus. Hokus focus. :)

Future. An unknown place for everyone yet so reachable. So important. So delicious for others who's so certain about themselves. That's how our "goals" can manipulate us. These are like coffee that's so addicting.

What's my motivations from today up to that thing called future?

-Family
-Friends
-Ang Maykapal
-Certain unforgettable trials and hardships of being a twenty something
-An important someone that most of the time, occupies my sleeping hours

Bakit pangatlo si The One? Like every church says "Put God in the center of your life." And if my sense of sight proves me right, I can see that the third part is the center. :)

And I never "Put" Him like He's a thing or a display that's needs to be put in a center of a table. I guess being someone like any of us who have given a chance to live and enjoy His creations would always be a contract and a true statement that He's the undisputed center in our lives.

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Ang lamig ng panahon. Matutulog muna ako bago ako mag self-review at maglaba. lol.