Is Being Sentimental Pointless?

Was looking intently for all the messages in my cellphone inbox and folders for almost a month already. I'm asking myself why do I keep messages for so long now that seems to be pointless and unfruitful? Why? If Ms. Unknown would see all the messages she sent for me that I kept for the past 4 years, would that reveal my feelings to her and make her love me, like me back for the efforts, atleast?

It was pointless. It just reveals how sensitive and sentimental I am from the very beginning I had a cellphone. All you are going to witness in my cellphone inboxes are conversations that mattered to me, that made me important to them, and made them important to me. These are also the kind of conversations I may not gonna get from them, the sender, the next time we'll talk in person. Like little post-it's inside your mobile phone. Like short personal letters from them.

It seems like no matter how much i kept their messages, it only adds more despair in my already numb life.

Atleast once in our life, we need to let go of these little yet so important things that made you who you are and made you feel bllissful once in awhile.

And that would start from your mobile phones primarily.

Mahirap pero... kailangan e.

fare thee well my most kept messages. The happiness that you brought shall be kept in my soul for the rest of my life.

The Five Weird Facts Tag

1. Hates Driving - Yes, everybody loves to drive but not me. How can a person drive to the streets and roads if there are some super air-headed people ready to take the kill at you? Indeed, cars are big toys for the big boys. I'm no thrill seeker on the road. I'd rather be the navigator than the driver. =)

2. Pouring water to the bath tiles so that it looks clean before and after taking a bath. - Weird habbit.

3. Usually caught sitting while sleeping - Hirap explain e. It has something to do with "medical" reasons.

4. Over protruded fingers - Normally fingers are flat when you look at it in your palm prespective view. In my case, parang naka bukol yung mga fingers ko. haha!

5. Single at the age of 24 - HAHAHA! Is that weird enough?! People do believe it's weird for a guy to be single at my age. Some guys I do know have their own ferrari's and kids and wives.


And now, I'm tagging ms.neve, mommy venz, ms.france, ms. mingky and calculus! Your turn guyzz!

Silencer

I spend most of my time in silence. Indeed I am at times quiet and in descreet mode. And I think most of you too do spend time in silence.

A wide area of my living is spent in silence through reading a novel, studying, riding a public vehicle, standing on an escalator or elevator, waiting for a public vehicle, walking alone, typing this blog to the computer, while defecating, eating, playing my guitar, waiting in line, praying, thinking... The list is endless. These things revealed to me that I am at my own peace.

I embrace silence. It became a hobby. A breakfast in the morning. A routine. A part of my life. A time for myself.

I want to spend my whole life to a girl that I could be in my silent times with.

A time for myself + A time for herself = A time for a quiet US.

P.S. Iba naman yung "nasa loob ang kulo." o "may sariling mundo." =)

An Offer Which I Can Not Refuse

Worth it ang pagtatago ko sa mga inaanak ko nung pasko. hehehe! (insert Count Olaf's laugh here) Biro mo, naka score ako ng libro! =)

Just kidding! At long last! I now have a copy of one of the most respected and wildly read book of all time. Not to mention that it was also in the book "1001 Books You Need To Read Before You Die". For the next 100 years, this novel by Mario Puzo would still be on its top form. Challenging readers to see and experience the ironies of life and somehow, make something good out of the lessons learned and lessons which were said and done. Indeed, we learn not from our success, but to our mistakes.

Below are quotes from The Godfather:

1. "I'll give you an offer you can not refuse!"
2. "It's business, not personal!"
3. "Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer."
4. "Do not be angry with your enemies. It'll cloud your judgement."
5. "You'll be sleeping with the fishes later!"
6. "Do you spend time with your family? 'Coz a man who doesn't spend time with his family is not a real man."

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This coming tuesday, January 9, would be one of the most-awaited day of our band's life.
After seven years of demo album draught and playing rigorously in some bars, we'll be in a studio and play our stuff! For the love of.. whatevers!!! I feel thrilled and nervous!!!

This is it, twlv drtyfngrs. This is it.